FairylightsHalsey

So I was reading a Muke fanfic and Luke was talking about his sexuality and I started crying because I'm bi and I can't tell anyone only Sierra my best friend knows. I tried to tell my mom but all she said was "Oh. Well this is just a phase". She does not get it. I like penis and vagina. I can be emotionally, physically, or sexually attracted to a guy or a girl. I have cut myself before and I've thought about burning. I have terrible anxiety and that makes me so depressed and I cant talk to anyone about it and its eating me alive. I've almost relapsed 5 times. I have gone to therapy but I was not comfortable with it my mom was there the whole time so I couldn't say anything without giving her a panic attack. I told her that I wanted to die once and she had a full blown panic attack and I decided I can't tell her shit. WHAT THE FUCK TO I DO IF I TELL MY MOM SHE WILL FUCKING PUT ME ON SUICIDE WATCH OH MY GOD I CANT DO ANYTHING 

im sorry guys ive been going to therapy and shit and my north carolina fam is coming to visit. plus ive been at a summer camp im sorry but im back now xx

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omg I LOVE your profile picture lol 

Thank you so much for reading and supporting JIF it means the absolute world to me!!

i love you guys

Omg your picture is killing me I really felt the need to tell you this

Im glad that people like my stories 

love ya hacked by u fav enemy

I'm just really busy. I need to put more chapters up