Fearkeepsusalive

so I remember reading a story about how Harry and Lou's mom's went on vacation but Louis was hurt so Harry had to take care of him if anyone knows the name of this book please tell me 

Fearkeepsusalive

what if life was as simple as saying the alphabet or counting to ten? what if life was just straight forward and it was us who made it complicated. what if at the beginig of our lives we get this little criteria, who we would marry who our friends would be and what would happen in our lives. it would be easier but a lot less exciting. Would you rather live that life or the one you have know?