Petlover of randomness.

Why did he have to leave feel more and more empty and broken can’t take losing anyone anymore. How do I avoid ever living through this ever again? Protect myself from hurting?

Why did he have to leave feel more and more empty and broken can’t take it anymore

Yk why do I even bother asking for help on here if just like when I was publishing stuff here it’s all invisible and doesn’t matter to anyone

VERY MAJOR EMOTIONAL AND IMPORTANT PLEASE HELP 
          
          
          
          Sammy’s leaving in 3 weeks with Amanda all to live with her stupid boyfriend who doesn’t even like him they’re moving to Adelaide and sadly whenever if Amanda comes to visit Sammy Wong be coming with her during those visits. 
          
          
          
          Honestly why must I lose everyone? I mean already lost Pop and Pecky. Can’t take it anymore I’ve even considered never having pets again to dodge having all this happening over and over again, but life is empty without pets but just hurts so much to permanently say goodbye to them. 
          
          
          
          
          Seriously guys what should I do and no mum will NEVER let us visit

Forget it I won’t keep you updated

Guys I’m too nervous for this concert what if they don’t let me in because the retarded people who give us a 6 week notice on companion card expiring and then what if the guards or those and the entry door to the concert don’t let me in because of that. Fucking world again HUH WILL YOU BE HAPPY IF I NEVER GO TO A CONCERT TILL I TURN INTO A FREAKING HOOLIGAN?????  Well after this knowing it’ll fail and the never get to go to concerts curse is DOING this sending to them like “hey guys who make the cards let’s continue the unlucky streak let’s never let Em go to a concert let her lose hope and give up on concerts over all. 
          
          
          
          While yes I do have super sensitive ears but still I must see what it’s like to experience it I’ll even where ear defense. 
          
          
          
          
          
          So I’ll update y’all if it went well. 
          
          
          
          Oh wait who the fuck am I kidding spoiler alert we all know they won’t let me experience it. 

The dumb shit world has done it yet again I’m too fucking cursed to go to one stinkin concert in my ugly rotten life might as well just sleep the whole day till it’s over no wonder concerts stands for 
          Can’t go
          Or 
          Need to 
          Confirm 
          Everyone is a 
          Real hooligan otherwise 
          Time to inflict the curse on you so you can’t ever go and even if you try we and the dumb universe will find a way to prevent you.

So I might’ve burned my hand yesterday

Beginning to get the sense that all people irl and (especially lately) on messenger are traitors and only exist to betray. How to protect yourself from all this? Prevent this from ever happening?

It’s as if he doesn’t even care about me or how I feel about all this and being deceived into a somebody who just texts you only for to know your alive pets heck even if I you know just casual talk like what his interests are and hobbies he just ignores and it’s pet Alfie and Luna with him and will ignore other ‘talk’ I can’t do this anymore it hurts that he doesn’t even care for the deceased or me so DO IT please teach me to close myself off from meeting or accepting anyone new ever again protect my heart from all these lies and false friendships