Firefly_Bastian

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          	I continue to be really fucking miserable because the art work I spent almost 4 hours on has only gotten 2 likes. And I am awaee I am chronically online and shouldn't base my self worth on this shit etc etc, but it still sucks. Why create art if people don't like it.

Firefly_Bastian

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[Vent]
          
          I continue to be really fucking miserable because the art work I spent almost 4 hours on has only gotten 2 likes. And I am awaee I am chronically online and shouldn't base my self worth on this shit etc etc, but it still sucks. Why create art if people don't like it.

Firefly_Bastian

Complaining here because I don't wanna complain on tumblr. I spent some time on an art piece, posted it on tumblr, and after 2 hours, still haven't gotten any notes. I'm probably impatient, but whatever. Idk. I like to write and draw, and do it for myself obviously, but I'd like for people besides my friends to like my art. I feel stupid, I guess. Like maybe I just suck at drawing, but no one has the guts to tell me so. Like my art is a joke. 
          And like, I have drawn a minor character, but I've seen art with other minor characters get more interactions than mine. I need to get better at drawing NOW. Well, not now maybe, but by the end of this year. 
          ...actually i checked. Got 1 note and it was a like and no reblogs. God, thsi sounds so chronically online but it sucks that people rarely reblog my art

Firefly_Bastian

God, it feels so damn terrible whenever I see some lovely art and read that it took the person around an hour(or sometimes, even less) to draw it. What is wrong with me
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Firefly_Bastian

Great. Another notification and it was on a post I spent like a few minutes writing.
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Firefly_Bastian

Hello? Its pretty weird looking at this account. I havent used in IN A WHILE. I dunno if people even remember me hahah.

Firefly_Bastian

I missed Wattpad. I was a pretty different person back then when I used this account all the time, but I miss it. I miss y'all. I'm more aftive on my account melancholic-fabler on tumblr tho.
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Firefly_Bastian

How old do you think I am?? I'm curious

444mars__

@ Firefly_Bastian  I would say around 15?
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Firefly_Bastian

@ Firefly_Bastian  
            Awesome! :D
            
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Prussia__

@Firefly_Bastian 
            //Oh amazing! 
            Im 15 rn but turning 16 on 20th December!
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