I truly apologize, but I really need to be honest here with all of you lovely people reading my stories and wondering about the publishing of next parts... And this is the only place where I am myself, where I feel myself, where I can be myself because I created this space for me and people like me who are looking to find peace in a life that's not quite real for normal social people since the "real world" hasn't got nothing to treat our heads and hearts right. I may not be this open anywhere else on the social media but I feel like I can here; things have been happening, actually a lot of things have been happening lately...
My mental health and emotional health is taking a toll on me. All of these days I wasn't publishing a new chapter was because I got busy, things have been a mess at home, festivals, me getting called off, me getting to hear things for my writing, even when it was the free time thing, some people couldn't bear the thought of me feeling myself even in free time when they are just so soaked these days on social media.. I don't think writing is bad!
Apparently I've been through some very very hurting stages, when I thought I will definitely go back to writing as soon as this busy festive season ends but my mental focus is drowning with each passing of days. And as much as I'm sitting with my laptop, Wattpad writing page open, nothing quite comes out. You'll be surprised to know that even if I have the entire story written in my mind and my heart and I exactly know where the stories bend and fold and turn, I still can't bring myself to put it into words lately. I am so sorry, I am so pissed at myself right now for bringing all your hopes down but I don't think I will be able to write more. I am not saying I will never be back but I need time until my heart and mind is clear and has no certain fog or clouds gathering all over it.
I am trying everyday to bring myself up and write I promise. And Thanks loads to everyone reading my stuffs and voting.
