@youbelonginthedirt partially felt like nothing just couldn't go your way and we never really spoke of anything not negative outside of characters, partially I just got out of inpatient, went home to hell, proceeded to neglect my own boundaries, couldn't handle anymore negativity, iceberg tipped that day and many people were blocked.
When I said to pay attention to your friends, I meant have general conversation without something negative or tagging on. You don't know what day they're having and when the first thing you dive into is " life sucks or I hate etc..." it just wears. Sometimes it's fine do this with people, but any form of constant stress eventually breaks things down. Aside from games we don't know jack about each other aside from disorders, characters, and negative homelifes