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Hello everyone :)
I am not dead- but I need to learn to find motivation to continue with these stories and such or Imma need to attend a funeral for my motivation- a g a i n
I really want to continue with this story... and some others, yet I lack the following ingrediants (Istg if I spelt that wrong-)
Motivation-
Decent Time-managment-
Good attention to detail for characters and areas in stories, I mean- seriously I need h e l p-
And overall, confidence-
I don't really trust myself to make that good of a story for people, yet I go head first into the murky water and then let myself flip in whatever direction that fits the bill.... which is pretty damn lazy so I'm planning things out and making connections to get a better grasp on things.
SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooo- I wanna ask if anyone wanted to- I dunno- help at all...?
I pride myself in being able to do things on my own- but most of that comes from the fact that no one really gave enough of a shit to help me- like- I had to teach m y s e l f how to ride a bike- how to whistle- how to do a lot of things and no one really assisted me so now I am big loner who actually wants some people to actually help me but I would feel bad for putting work I put myself into onto someone else- even a little bit but it's all I can really ask for because I've been taking too long to actually continue on with these stories because I wanna take time to make people happy but I struggle at making myself happy with these things and keeping on a consitant deadline for these stories- I just throw a lot in myself because I feel responsible-? I dunno. But I guess this is a bit of a rant? ok- bai bai- I luv you all and I will try my best to get through all this and all YALL BETTER BE STAYIN HEALTHY AND SHET ISTG I will c r y-