Jaeyun Sim

hai kid

life is so boring lately vro

its finally the weekend

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but for now im gonna settle on the statement i dont like him.

i doubt anyones gonna read that but oh well

fuck my fucking chungus life we just had a conversation bc he left me on read earlier so i texted him now saying rude and he went online and said what and then we started yapping and i told him abt my parents and he brung up his parents and then he brung up his friend and we were being silly using like roleplah like “i sigh softly, shaking my head at your ridiculous antics” n shit and i was grinning ao hard but he keot bringing up his fuckass friend who has a gf and they’re having a sleepover next weekend and im jeealous now even if he might not be gay and his friend has a gf but i dont even like him so idk why i feel like this hut i cant control it and i judt wanna text jim sm and yap to him and tekssjsjsdb and then he said he was going to fo to sleep and i said aww r u not gonna say goodnight and he aaid no i only do that for him and then i called him gay and i tried to say gn pooks but i accidentally said goodnight boobs and it was lwk embarrassing bc autocorrect revealed my homosexual side and then he sent a ss if him saying gn to his friend and his friend was saying “goodnight handsome, goodnight king” n shit like that idk i js feel so jealous but i dont like him yk idk maybe i do i hope j dont bc he said he hasnt liked anyone in years so why would someone like ME be the one to change that and he said that his last female friend confessed to him and he rejected her so they arent friends anymore and i dont want that to happen to me so jow im sad bc ekshjedjbd idk yk i want him to text first he calls first sometimes but like thats  on a gc and isk i just want his attention so bad idfk why do i like him or not bc we don’t talk enough for me to like him so idk hut im listening to his playlist rn and i cant sotp thinking aboht him i should probably stop anf shut up and think about seungmin or whatever but like idk hes just so funny and he lwk matches me so well even if hes a little dry and awkward idrc bc i like everything about him but i dont like him trust. idkjkk

but idk i dont think i like him bc we dont know eachother that well for me to crush on him yk but i wanna text and call more hes so funny lwk chopped but who cares his name is william but i call him willy gobbler

bc ik hed also be a good bf..

GUYS WTF DO I DO I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT MY MALE FRIEND AND ITS DRIVING ME INSANE