Anon

If believing I’m a liar somehow makes you feel better about yourself, then go for it. I have nothing to prove to you. The people around me who matter know the reality 

"But when I do feel all the strength go out of me, and I fall to my knees beside the table and I think I cry, then, or at least I want to, and everything inside me screams for just one more kiss, one more word, one more glance, one more."
          
             ~Veronica Roth, Allegiant (Divergent, #3)

"I've never forgotten him. Dare I say I miss him? I do. I miss him. I still see him in my dreams. They are nightmares mostly, but nightmares tinged with love. Such is the strangeness of the human heart... The pain is like an axe that chops my heart."
          
             ~Yann Martel, Life of Pi

"What I write and what I cry out when I'm alone show two different people. I write words of understanding, yet cry out with pain as soon as I hit send."
          
             ~Anonymous

"When someone cries so hard that it hurts their throat, it is out of frustration or knowing that no matter what you can do or attempt to do can change the situation. When you feel like you need to cry, when you want to just get it out, relieve some of the pressure from the inside - that is true pain. Because no matter how hard you try or how bad you want to, you can't. That pain just stays in place. Then, if you are lucky, one small tear may escape from those eyes that water constantly. That one tear, that tiny, salty, droplet of moisture is a means of escape. Although it's just a small tear, it is the heaviest thing in the world. And it doesn't do a damn thing to fix anything."
          
             ~Chase Brooks, Hello, My Love 2: First Love Deserves a Second Chance

"I just feel pain. A lot of pain. I thought I could imagine how much this would hurt, but I was wrong."
          
             ~Haruki Murakami, South of the Border, West of the Sun

" 'I DON'T CARE!' Harry yelled at them, snatching up a lunascope and throwing it into the fireplace. 'I'VE HAD ENOUGH, I'VE SEEN ENOUGH, I WANT OUT, I WANT IT TO END, I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!'
          'You do care,' said Dumbledore. He had not flinched or made a single move to stop Harry demolishing his office. His expression was calm, almost detached. 'You care so much you feel as though you will bleed to death with the pain of it.' "
          
             ~J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix (Harry Potter, #5)

"The hardest thing I'll ever do, is walk away still loving you."
          
             ~Unknown

"Feel, he told himself, feel, feel, feel. Even if what you feel is pain, only let yourself feel."
          
             ~P.D. James, The Children of Men

"One ought to hold on to one's heart; for if one lets it go, one soon loses control of the head too."
          
             ~Friedrich Nietzsche