RANDOM VENT IM SORRY BUT I NEED TO GET THIS OUT HERE
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My friend recently confessed to me on Instagram that he's still in love with me. He's been in love with me 3 times now. He understands that I'm still not ready for a relationship because of personal stuff, but considering how he still sees me as a girl when I told him multiple times that I'm a trans man, he uses my personality as an excuse because "I have a little bit of woman" inside of me.
This is why I mainly stuck with fictional characters. Yeah, they aren't real and never will be, but at least they understand me better than actual people. Hell, that's probably why I'm a selfshipper. I've been a selfshipper ever since FNAF: Sister Location came out.
If he ends up seeing this, I'm sorry I couldn't tell you, but I'm very upset that I'm just a girl in your eyes. I understand that it would take a while to get used to it, but I transitioned 2 school semesters ago. You even talked to me privately in person about my identity and romantic attraction, so you obviously know that.
I love you as a friend, I really do, but I can't take it anymore. I don't care if you use she/her on me, just please for once see me as a guy, please..