Fr4yDi

Depression isnt always crying your mascara off in the shower and playing sad songs in bed. Sometimes its not wanting to talk to anyone for days and other times its desperately needing to be around people. Sometimes depression is having no appetite even though you havent eaten since yesterday and sometimes its eating everything you have in your fridge. Depression isnt your boyfriend holding you and telling you everything is going to be okay . Its sitting across the table, not eating , having him asking you whats wrong and knowing that you ruined his night because you cant seem to snap out of it and just be happy. Its the frustrating feeling  desperately wanting to enjoy something and just be f cking normal for once. Its kepping things a secret for people you love because you dont want them to look at you like you are broken. No, depression isnt beautiful black and white images. Depression is lonely and frustrating and mostly just f cking exhausting.

Fr4yDi

Depression isnt always crying your mascara off in the shower and playing sad songs in bed. Sometimes its not wanting to talk to anyone for days and other times its desperately needing to be around people. Sometimes depression is having no appetite even though you havent eaten since yesterday and sometimes its eating everything you have in your fridge. Depression isnt your boyfriend holding you and telling you everything is going to be okay . Its sitting across the table, not eating , having him asking you whats wrong and knowing that you ruined his night because you cant seem to snap out of it and just be happy. Its the frustrating feeling  desperately wanting to enjoy something and just be f cking normal for once. Its kepping things a secret for people you love because you dont want them to look at you like you are broken. No, depression isnt beautiful black and white images. Depression is lonely and frustrating and mostly just f cking exhausting.