Fuckwhatswrongwithme

I was on character ai just now, I know ai bad, I was on a Billdip one, this one is about a demon academy, it's given me an idea for two different billdips, anyway, I was gonna make it chat on my other idea, so I wrote how this is a parallel dimension and wrote everything about it, (I won't say cuz I'm planning to write something on here about it) and then the ai called Dipper the son of Queen Lilith, I just wanted to tell you all that, it's great because Lilith is the queen of demons, ai decided to put some actual mythology 

A few days ago I was watching someone react to the Tinkerbell movies, and in the second one at the end when the blue pixie dust comes, seeing it mix with the yellow all I could think about was how it looked like Billdip 

A few days ago my brother got me to get sonic rumble, when I was making my name, I wanted Pinetree, but that was taken, PINETREE was also taken, I made my name be PlNETREE. PlNETREE was free for me 

Ever just be looking through the things people said on their own message boards then sleepover and remember that you always cry about the fact that you've never ever been allowed to have a sleepover, but your brother's have had plenty of sleepovers before, then after covid happened you are suddenly only allowed in your house, or in the back and front yard. Now you are no longer friends with the friends you had at school cuz even if covid hadn't happened that was my last year before highschool, and my mum already had planned for me to get homeschooled as soon as highschool came, so all covid was be an inconvenience and make it happen a year before it should've. Then fast forward six years, my younger brother is 10, like me he has never had a sleepover, unlike me he's never experienced and never is going to experience school. But unlike me my brother is going to someday have a sleepover with our cousins, and I, a 17 year old is never going to experience a sleepover 

Sometimes I forget that I can change my pfp, background, bio, and everything. Am I the only one who forgets I'm allowed to do that, I can't be the only one 

I think I am better, I was negative on the sickness test so I'm probably better 

Hey hii!!

Last night I had a dream, first I tried to explain ever after high to my mum and stepdad (for some reason it was so hard explaining and one of the things I was trying to say about it wasn't even true), then for some reason I was in a hospital, there was this blind person (I didn't think it was weird at the time but now that I think about it their eyes were definitely weird because they had no eyes only red scars where underneath the eyes would be), their skin was pale, they were also deaf, and in a wheelchair, they were communicating through sign language, which I don't understand how because they were blind, I told them that I don't know sign language, I was never taught, I don't understand how they heard me, they were deaf.

bill cipher mentioned ?? you also seem very cool i hope you have had a good day/night!!

I'm supposed to go to sleep right now, because sick, so I can't post a new chapter of my fanfic "Already over" in 22 minutes, so I will post it now