Mr Rainbow

Thank you for reading me, for feeling my words, for being here… for holding a part of me without even realizing it.
          
          I used to write about love like it was something eternal. Something that completes you.
          I didn’t know it could also empty you out so completely… that you don’t even recognize what’s left.
          
          If I ever return, I hope I return with something still alive inside me some fragment of the girl who once felt everything so intensely, who wrote not just with words, but with her soul.
          
          Until then… this is my goodbye.
          
          Thank you will never be enough for what you all have given me. The love, the warmth, the patience, the way you waited for my words, the way you understood even what I could never fully express everything means more to me now than I can ever put into words.
          
          Every message, every blessing, every “come back soon,” every time you told me my words meant something to you… I carry all of it with me. And right now, when everything inside me feels like it’s fading, your love is one of the few things I can still feel.
          
          You were never just readers to me. You were my safe place. My people. My family. A part of me that I will never lose, no matter how far I drift from this space.
          
          I don’t know when I’ll be back. I don’t know if I’ll be the same person when I return. And I don’t want you to wait for me in a place where I might take too long to come back.
          
          So I’m leaving a way for you to still find me, if you ever wish to.
          I’m mentioning my Instagram handle—not just as a contact, but as a small thread that still connects me to you all.
          @dp.writes_7
          
          Maybe someday, when I’m ready… when I’ve found even a little bit of myself again… our paths will cross here.
          Until then, please remember—if my words ever touched your heart, it’s because you had a heart beautiful enough to feel them.
          
          And I will always be grateful for that.
          
          I love you all… more than I can ever explain.

I don’t really know how to begin this, or how to end it but maybe I don’t need to say it perfectly.
          I used to write about love about its depth, its madness, its seven stages in my poems.
          For months now, I haven’t written anything here. At first, it was because of my health and then, life happened in a way I never imagined it would. Something so beautiful, it felt like a dream I was finally allowed to live.
          For the first time, I didn’t just write those stages I lived them. Every single one of them. From the first glance that feels like magic, to the attachment that becomes your world, to the surrender where you don’t even exist separately anymore I went through all of it.
          What I once wrote as imagination became my reality. Some dreams are so beautiful that when they come true, you don’t question them you just live them with everything you have.
          But sometimes, dreams don’t stay.
          And when they leave, they take a part of you with them.
          Right now, I’m in a place where I don’t recognize myself anymore. There’s a kind of numbness I can’t put into words like something inside me has gone quiet forever. I feel like I’ve already lived the part of me that used to feel and now, silence has replaced everything.
          It’s like the part of me that could love, write, and exist fully is already gone somewhere I can’t reach.
          In just a few days, everything changed. My health is not okay I lost 6 kgs in 5 days. My mind is not at peace, and my heart I don’t think it knows how to be anymore.
          What I felt was never something ordinary. It wasn’t just attachment, or a phase, or something I can name easily. He was not just a person in my life—he was my belief, my worship, my world, my only and ultimate truth. And some things, no matter how many words you gather, can never fully be explained.
          I just want to say I’m stopping here.
          Not because I want to, but because I don’t know how to continue. For now. Maybe for longer. I don’t know when I’ll be able to come back, or if I will be the same if I do.

I wanted to be honest with you all !
          I genuinely thought my health was improving, but unfortunately it hasn’t, and because of that I had to take a break from here. I’m really, really sorry for the silence and the delay—it was never intentional.
          Please know this: these stories are not abandoned. They will be completed. Writing them means a lot to me, and so do all of you. I’ll resume proper work once I recover. Until then, if I feel better in between, I’ll try to update whenever possible—though I can’t promise which story will get an update first. I’ll be writing whichever feels a little easier, with less strain and overthinking.
          This is not a full stop—just a semicolon.
          So please don’t go anywhere. Stay connected. Keep reading, keep voting, and keep sharing your thoughts, comments, and suggestions with me—they truly mean more than you know.
          If you wish, do check out my other stories as well.
          Sending loads and loads of love your way. ✨

Hi GKA, just wanted to reach out to check on how you’re doing. I noticed the last few of your posts you sounded sad and disappointed. I hope that you’re feeling better. 
          
          Active readership has dwindled more so in the last couple of weeks so it’s not a reflection of your writing. Silent readers are up but active ones are significantly lower- which includes even regular reader following the story. Not sure of the cause — either people have gotten over certain ships and moving on or are plain busy with other things and don’t come to this portal often. It’s not you! 
          
          I really hope you’re doing well and aren’t letting it affect you. 
          Xoxo

@Kanishka1209 Thank you so much for this comment. Truly.  It is one of the most meaningful responses I have ever received as a writer. The time you took to understand, support, and be honest means more to me than I can put into words.
          
          I completely understand what you said—that writers have their own lives and that asking for updates isn’t always right. But if I’m being honest, when there is no response at all—no comments, no reactions—it does feel dejecting. It starts to feel like no one is interested and that all the effort and emotions poured into the story were in vain. That silence hurts more than people realise.
          Your words mean more to me than I can ever express. Whenever I feel like giving up, I know I’ll come back to this comment and remind myself that there is still someone waiting, someone reading, someone who cares—and that alone is enough to keep me going. ✨
          
          I don’t know why these stories aren’t reaching people, especially when these were the very stories that made me start writing and publishing in the first place. That honestly hurts, because they come from a very real place. At the same time, I’m deeply grateful for the love and support you all show on my other stories—the responses there mean the world to me.  I only wish these stories were explored and felt the way they were meant to be.
          
          I do want to make a humble request to all my readers. Writers may not always need update requests, but we deeply need responses. Even a simple comment—what you felt, liked, or took away—gives us a reason to continue and reminds us that our stories are being felt, not just posted.
          
          I don’t write for thousands of votes. I write to reach hearts, not to chase numbers. Still, I do hope these stories receive the engagement they truly deserve. Thank you, once again, for your kindness, your encouragement, and your belief. It means more than anything.    
              

I want to be honest for a moment.
          I’m deeply disappointed—not angry, just hurt.
          
          As writers, we pour our hard work, emotions, and time into our stories. Some of these stories are the reason we even start publishing in the first place. They are close to our hearts, they represent our growth, our courage to explore different genres… and slowly, I feel they’ve been forgotten.
          
          My one of the best three stories—
          
          Before everything changed forever 
          MASKS OF BLOOD
          Fear has a name : KV
          
          The ones that made me start this journey—somewhere lost their way. There has been no response, no curiosity, not even a single message asking for an update, even after a long silence. And that made me wonder…
          are they really that bad?
          
          I’m truly grateful and blessed for all the love you’ve shown to my MaAn and Gaurup stories. Your support there means more to me than I can ever express. But at the same time, I can’t deny that it hurts when the stories that shaped me as a writer receive no interest at all. It feels like a quiet betrayal—not intentional, but painful nonetheless.
          
          For a moment, I thought of discontinuing everything.
          But then I stopped and asked myself—why punish my inner writer?
          That part of me still dreams of completing every story that I have ever started. Because I believe every story deserves to reach its end, no matter what—especially the ones closest to your heart.
          
          So from now on, there will be no vote appeals.
          No requests to comment.
          No asking for feedback.
          
          I will simply do my work and keep updating—because that’s what I owe to my stories and to myself.
          
          I leave the rest in your hands.
          
          I’m sorry if my words hurt anyone. This is not complaint, just disappointment and sadness finding words.
          
          And despite everything—thank you. For the love you have given, and for whatever love you may give in the future.
          

As promised, I’m finally starting a story on MaAn!
          So many of you asked me to write something on them, and honestly… I couldn’t resist anymore.
          I’m super excited (and nervous) for this one.
          I am hoping you’ll enjoy this journey as much as I enjoyed starting it 
          Loads of love ✨
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/406129061

Hello my lovely readers 
          
          I’m so Happy to announce that I’ve started a new story—a special space where I’ll be writing one-shots on your favourite reel and real-life couples ✨
          
          This story will be completely on demand.
          You suggest the couple, the vibe, the situation—and I bring it to life through words.
          
          I’ve already updated three chapters, so do check them out and let me know what you think!
          
          Hot Romance, angst, soft moments, unresolved tension, quiet love—everything is welcome.
          
          I’m really looking forward to your ideas, suggestions, and requests, so don’t hesitate to share them. Let’s build this together 
          
          Can’t wait to write what you want to read.
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/405537644

Hey everyone!
          I’m super excited to announce my new CID one-shot story 
          In this story, I’ll be writing one-shots on your favourite CID couples—completely on demand!
          Comment or message me with the couple you love, and I’ll try to bring them to life in a special one-shot just for you.
          Looking forward to your requests and support!
          Your love and suggestions mean a lot to me ❤️
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/405092991

Almost a month ago, I took my first step into writing on Wattpad after my previous account was unexpectedly removed. Until then, I had only ever been a reader, so this change came as a complete surprise to me.
          Wanting to challenge myself and try something completely new, I decided to step out of my comfort zone—and that’s how this writing journey began on the 1st of December.
          
          In such a short time, I’ve received an overwhelming amount of love and support. Every read, vote, comment, and message truly means the world to me. I honestly don’t have enough words to express how grateful I am.
          
          I write stories in the mystery, crime, thriller, and suspense genres, with touches of love and occasional romance. I promise you won’t regret giving my stories a chance—you’ll genuinely enjoy them.
          
          I’ll always do my best to entertain you and never let you down. With every update, I aim to improve, and I sincerely welcome your feedback and guidance. Please feel free to tell me where I can grow and how I can become better.
          
          Thank you for being part of this journey with me. Wishing you all a very Happy New Year ✨
          
          Thank you endlessly for the love and warmth you’ve shown me 
          Keep reading, keep voting, and keep enjoying 
          Keep sharing your thoughts with me 
          I truly value every response and interaction ✨
          Do check out all my stories 
          I’m sure you’ll enjoy them