I am leaving the fandom because I got to know a lot of secrets and I don't think they represent me, what I am, what my believes are, they don't fit what I want my idol to be like. Although I'm catholic I am not homophobic the secret is worse than you can imagine so I won't tell anyone that. This wasn't all bad I made friends got to learn a lot of things and from reading lists, I learnt a lot about people all around the world along with how sick people are, how some people write so beautifully and they are the reason why I never got full marks in my essays, how I used to laugh at people for their kinks and other smut things and a few fluff things that I can't understand because I'm aroace and reading this was better because you can't ask people and laugh at them and videos are just gory, ugly and disgusting. This fandom helped me understand my own sexuality or lack of : I went from a straight person to a gay person to a bi person because I felt the same brotherly love for everyone but then I realised that what I felt for them was protectiveness and care and I wouldn't kiss anyone or go further. It was difficult to except in every path of the way but I am aroace and I'm proud even though I not out yet.
Now let's come to the important part the reason I made this announcement is from September I'll either delete this account or remove the reading lists and publish a few stories that I wrote when I was in the fandom to be like a good memory kind of a thing. So to all my followers who are following me for my reading lists take time to add these to your reading lists before it gets deleted. You don't have to follow me I also follow people because of their reading lists so I won't feel sad but don't forget to add my reading list stories because it is going to be deleted for sure. Also don't spam me asking for secrets I won't tell you because even though I can't bear a thought of liking them anymore I am loyal asf so I can't let them go down when they might just reunite.
