update: my gut still hurts. i felt the need to puke, but like kinda not, a few minutes ago. my gut hurts so bad, at this point its a mixture of period cramps, pure pain, and agonizing feelings. i just wanna curl up in a ball and stay there for eternity. my muscles hurts after not doing anything all day, it got to the point where it hurt to breath or even move. my gut is in pain, i cant move or even rotate. i dont want pneumonia again, its only 5 days before i go back to public school and i dont wanna spread anything. ive seen 9 angel numbers today, my whole state is on fire, i couldnt go outside without smelling smoke, and now even night i have pains so badly i cant move. i need to vent to someone but my friend group split up, or at least I left, and the only people i can talk to are kids my age, that all they talk about is fortnite, crushes, and tiktok. i get so bored every day, and have so much appetite but cant and wont eat anything. for the past 2 night for dinner all ive had is 2 pieces of toast. i rarely ever eat breakfast and lunch pretty much doesnt exist.