GayLover

I always felt bad for fireball when I first watched C2BC but now that I been though something similar to what he experienced rewatching the show makes me feel even worse for fireball and makes me hate Pound just so much more for being such a massive p*ussy. 
          
          I hope anyone can relate lol (╥﹏╥)

Chat I think I might be going though some kind of depression. Probably seasonal depression :(

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          just so you know if you want to talk to me on discord my username is objectshowstan and it's all lower case no spaces. just send me a friend request and if your discord name is not the same as your Wattpad name either direct message me on discord or message me on Wattpad so I know who you are before i accept the friend request.

I think this was the first time since May of 2025 i haven’t logged onto wattpad in over a week. But yeah midterms was a bitch lol

I finally got done with 56! Woooo! But I am sadly at school so I can’t publish it right now but I should be able to get it out in like 4 hours at the max. 
          
          Also this chapter is really something, like I had to add a trigger warning in the middle of the chapter so yeah enjoy the chapter I guess 
          
          (╥﹏╥)

I went back to read my earlier chapters and I realized I was spelling yeah as yea. I can call myself stupid but I honestly can’t blame myself. like why does the word yeah have an h? 
          
          Like English is so stupid.

If you saw the post I made at 2:30 am today before I deleted it  I was just having an emotional moment and was just extremely upset. But now that it’s 15 hours later I am in a much better mood to talk now. 
          
          But yeah I would have probably gotten 56 done today but trump invaded Venezuela and I got online friends in Venezuela and yeah I was just very worried about them and was just upset for them because of the regime change war there, and they just don’t deserve to be in that situation since there life was hard enough. So yeah making sure my friends were doing good and safe is more important then paying attention to my story. 
          
          Anyways I would try to get it done tomorrow but the whole Venezuela just shoved me out of any good mental space so I might not be able to get myself to finish it. 
          
          And again if you’re in Venezuela I’m sorry about your situation.

Happy new year everyone!

Am I the only one that needs more impulse control when it comes to AO3? Like seriously I would see disturbing tags and then I would get curious and then get traumatized and then move on to the next disturbing story and repeat. 
          
          Like it made the couldn’t keep away story on wattpad look calm compared to AO3 with no impulse control lol

Oh my god the city I am has been hit by a blizzard and this blizzard have been going on for like 14 to 15 hours without a single break  lol