Girl_Gamer41
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Inspired by @sometimes_im_sad but don't feel bad about a useless rant like me. Ever since i was nine i already felt that someone was following me or something... I felt unsafe anywhere i go i was gone when i was ten years old but i have depression i put a happy fake smile on i'm confused though if im actually depressed? I just want to forget and live a better life nothings wrong with my family though but we have problems like i have a biological dad, and three fathers? When i was one year old my mom ran away with me for a few weeks? I don't really know But my mom now is working hard for me she is a teacher and has a part time job of delivering shit. By the way she lives as far like im here at asia and she is in America and im here being a problem child not even noticing how my own mom is even sacrificing her own life for mine... I just want to go to go back in the old days where we have no problems and going to malls and living our lives freely, but sadly this is reality. At school im not even studying hard unlike i should be. But just with toxic bitches who just use me why? Because my uncle is a teacher there they just use me for reputation and shit like that if my uncle is not there or if they get bored of me they just ignore me unfair right? Yea... Well thats life to top it off they are the ones who i told them i was depressed they just laughed because depression was a joke for them. Also i was sexually harssed by my cousin who was now acting as if nothing has fucking happened and now he's talking me like a bitch as if nothing fucking happened i could never ask him if he remembers i don't want to cause even more problems to them. Im sorry if i was ranting stupid shit don't feel bad for me though i am if you are no one will haha what am i talking about? Anyways if you actually read this thank you.. I think i deserve this to happen but i never asked this to happen why though? Why did this happen to me? What? Sorry that was a stupid question to ask goodbye..imsorry