Maturing is realizing that even though I'm absolutely in love with these beautifully written and handsome men, I would never approach said beautiful man irl. I won't I just won't ໒꒰ྀི ๑ᵒᯅᵒ๑ ꒱ྀིა
Like, why TF would such a beautiful man EVER talk to me? Some of those shows are unrealistic too cause bloody hell, you mean that Levi Ackerman is considered ugly? Or that almost no one was attracted to Stiles Stilinski?! Nah, cause a lot of them have great personalities, but also because not a lot of women like them in their shows...
... But irl there would have been a swarm of women and men at their feet, and you know it! Kinda hard to NOT have an ego. Not only am I gonna be avoiding the mob of C to SSR, but why in the world would he talk to me?!
I'd be suspicious of him off the bat. I'd look around for that group of friends, trying to make it seem like they weren't listening or watching. I'd judge him so hard. Sevens, give me strength and patience. My anxiety would be through the roof! (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻