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Are my lower spine and legs in pain? Yes. Do I regret letting her blow my back out? No. >:3
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YO MY THERAPIST HAD TO HOP MY FENCE TO GET OUT OF MY HOUSE CUS MY MOM HAD TO FETCH MY LIL BRO SO I COULDN'T UNLOCK THE FRONT DOOR. I AIN'T NEVER HAD THAT HAPPEN IN MY LIFE- I don't think he'll forget me and my shenanigans as his client- what a legend honestly like props to him for putting up with me
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Are there any Americans here cus I need to know wtf is going on there and are you safe.
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I want you all to know that at the very least I care about you. Even though we don't know each other, I will care
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IT'S MY BIRFDAY BITCHES♡♡♡
SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY CUS I THOUGHT I WOULD BE DEAD BY NOW BUT FUCK YEAH I'M ONE YEAR OLDER♡
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LOVE THE USERNAME AND KOKICHI PFP
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Yk what I don't get.
Why does being short=bottom and tall=top? (In a relationship perspective) I'm pretty sure that's not how it works- I mean I'm taller than most people my age. But if I'm taller than my gf do I have to be like that?
Cuz I can't decide for shit and I can't do anything by myself because the autism is autisming- I literally can't take charge even if I wanted to. If you don't tell me to do something I'm not gonna do it- even if u do say what u want I go into some type of paralyzed state.
I will put work into my relationship but I can't be in charge of the majority because the stress would kill me- idk who decided tall people should be top 100% of the time but that's kinda- icky? Idfk ×-×
I don't wanna be forced into a position that I don't like for the sake of the relationship all the time- cuz I'm incapable of that for the rest of my life by nature. I don't mind putting in work but Im kinda dependent on the people I'm close to.
So I need someone to ask me what I want and give clear answers when i ask because I have context blindness. I'm not able to read the room most times. I don't come with an instruction manual. Dating autistic people is VERY different from normal dating- ANYWAY BYEEEEE
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Ya'll- I think I forgor how art works- also follow my insta if ya wanna. ANYWAY I CAN'T FINNISH MY LUCIFER DRAWING AND NOW IM KINDA SAD-
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OKAYYYY! Me has a thing to ramble about!
So I really want to talk about Lucifer and his duckies as well as alastors asexuality.
LUCI AND HIS SPECIAL INTEREST IS SO FUCKING CUTE AND RELATABLE IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY- I love this autistic little man♡ I really love that he gives off autistic vibes. This is coming from an autistic person, btw.
I love how Hazbin Hotel portrays him and his mannerisms. I love how he's trying. But the thing I really want to see them do with him is use him as an audhd rep. I don't see it in media enough and when you do it's a fucking stereo type.
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I really think people can ship Al and not want it to be canon- I think experimenting with his character is fine as long as no one tries to harass anyone for it and I myself want to see nothing romantic or sexual happen to him in the show. But I think that writing it is fine as long as they know he's not doing anything like that in the show and not try to cancel out that by treating it as canon. I think it's okay to put his ace aside and use his character as long as they know it's purely for character dynamic and not for the canonity of it. What i DON'T think is okay is erasing the fact that he's most definitely not interested in sex or romance in the canon just because he's too hot to handle (ig? Im not straight so yuh). I love him being ace and I think acknowledging and accepting that he's ace rep is important. Because asexual erasure isn't hot! >:(
But hey! That's my opinion! I'm not gonna tell ya how to interpret it but still. I think he can be used with asexuality and without. Only if they don't try to erase it from the canon. Cause that's bad! :( anyway! Enjoy your day or night!
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I want to see Lucifer have some sort of conflict he can't process properly. And when I mean conflict, I don't mean al saying "fuck u ur daughter likes me more" I mean someone he cares about snaps at him while he's let his walls down and he doesn't know how to process it so he emotionally shuts off. I want to see this not because I want to see him suffer or for some messed up kink. I want this because I want autistic rep done for the people who are on the lower end of the spectrum. The people who mask and put up facades. I want to see a breakdown happen because I want to see someone who I relate to experience the same things I and many others do.
I don't expect them to do this but it would be nice to see a good autistic character after seeing angel dusts arc. I think they're perfectly capable of pulling it off well and respectfully.
I also wanted to see some cute moments with his daughter and maybe a love interest that he can be his authentic autistic duck loving creative little gremlin to. Love and autism can be difficult. It's hard to care for someone if you struggle to take care of yourself. I want to see that explored. Also, the end song very much paints luci as a main cast member. So I feel as though he could very well be seen more. And if he's given more screen time, then we get more on how his dynamic with the cast is. Who he relates to more and how he is when he gets confronted with a problem in a vulnerable state.
As for al. Pls let him eat cake. He's perfectly fine by himself. I like how he is aroace and a tea whore. Bbg needs a little gossip in his life cause "UhG sUsAn.. -_- " was fucking golden because he's usually portrayed as such a ladies man-
Anyway that's my rant! Stay safe bitches!
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I was making a fried egg and bacon sandwich last night and I look at the fruit bowl for some reason and saw a grape... a SINGULAIR grape in the there. And the first thing out of my mouth was "DAMMIT IT'S A GRAPE" omg- ×-×
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BITCHES I HAVE AN EMERGENCY!!!!! WEEEE WOOOO WEEE WOOO WEEEEEE!!!!!
I have really bad boob pain! How do I get rid of it!? :(
