The starless sky.....
These past days have been really boring. Even now I can not find something to amuse myself.
Here I am, sitting in the balcony and watching the dull sky, it's dull because all I see is darkness. No twinkling stars or no moon to shine its light on you.
The street is easily visible from here and the street lamps light the empty road. No vehicles no stars no moon and no wind.
It is indeed a dull night. Though I love this silence but tonight this silence is painfull. Its like a nagging feeling in the back of my mind. I want to scream so loud that somebody can atleast hear something in this dull and silent night. I can feel my mental walls breaking down.
I look up at the sky again hoping to see one star, giving myself false hope that I might see one. I look at the trees nearby and I can imagine their sad expression. It's like they are looking back at me and they want to talk, they want to laugh, they want to move but they can do none because today is a starless night.
Stars give us a ray of hope deep down within our heart, we do not feel it but they fill an empty space in it. I always look at night sky and see the stars twinkling like they are trying to shine brighter than each other. I would often think that how would it feel to be one of them. I always wanted to shine as bright as a star.
Whenever I looked up at the star filled sky I would find happiness.
But alas, I can find none tonight because it is a starless night......
