Maths is like a toxic partner, it goes all smooth in the 1st few yrs, makes u love it...but then it calles the alphabets for a party every single time, and it is so obsessed with its (e)x like dude? who the f am i then?
But we can't break up...cuz my family loves maths, and is always praising it and talking abt how nice and helpful it is...but they didn't see what it did to me last yr...and even b4 that...
But despite that, I didn't break up (cuz of my parents obvi, cuz of how imp it is for my life and future) so i tried to gaslight myself into liking it...and it worked, no alphabet parties for a while, no hard problems, just graphs and easy questions...but that didnt last for long..
But i have to hold on...just for 2 yrs...im breaking up with math when i graduate...but until then i need to be nice and pretend everything is fine...