H_Kiyoko

guys it's confirmed, I am homotron 6000

SagieSonie

@H_Kiyoko And I'm your pangender chicken nugget
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H_Kiyoko

guys it's confirmed, I am homotron 6000

SagieSonie

@H_Kiyoko And I'm your pangender chicken nugget
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fuck man, why do we gotta deal with periods, I'm fucking dyingggg, someone score a goal to end periods

SagieSonie

I mean I guess I could buy period underwear but I don't trust it
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SagieSonie

@H_Kiyoko W E  A R E  O N E  A N D  T H E  S A M E
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fuck man I fr though self h#rm would make me feel better but like, when I tried it, it didn't feel good like others make it seem and so I just quit on the spot bc it didn't calm me. honestly I think I'm gonna stick on venting on my notes app lol
          
          also need to lose weight somehow, am I fucked chat

SagieSonie

@H_Kiyoko Omg girl thank you :D I'm so much better now, I'm in love with someone I never thought I'd meet in my life, let alone at my age. I'm glad you're coping and will talk if you need to. I'm so sorry about your dad, he sounds awful to deal with. And yes, mental health matters regardless of gender. Take care too xx
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H_Kiyoko

@SagieSonie  At 9 is even worse, oh my god. I hope you're okay now. I personally haven't gone to therapy because it's too expensive and my dad says he'll send me to some type of convention if I don't feel okay, so I just never spoke up again. I guess I'm okay now, venting on notes app really helps. It's insane that this hasn't been looked deeper into. Mental health is important, whether male or female.
            
            Thank you though for offering to talk. I'll make sure to remember if i ever feel down :)
            And I really hope you're doing much better now. Please take care as well.
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H_Kiyoko

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@SagieSonie not really though, took a long time to get to this mindset. I was suicidal at one point but I mean, once you realize that society doesn't care about you and your problems, you just get over it. If no one cares, why should I? It kinda pushed me to just not be suicidal, and sure it's a good thing that I'm not anymore, though I do sometimes wish to get hit by a car as I'm crossing the street. But it's not good that society doesn't care. Why are we not openly talking about mental health? Why is it that looking for help is expensive? It's someone's life. Why are we putting money over a life? It goes a lot deeper but I'm not gonna go into detail.
            
            Never sugarcoat the reality; society (especially the government) doesn't give a fuck about mental health.
            
            I'm saying this as someone that's only 17. Yet I've been suicidal at 14. Had the worst years of my life with my past teacher. And even then, from 11 to 13 years old, I was already doing bad from family issues. So no, it's not your typical emo phase that everyone goes through at least at one point. It's the fact that the people who were supposed to take care of me, didn't, and fucked me up in a way that could've really ended badly. I'm glad I got away from that mindset. For now I think. Who knows what the future awaits?
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H_Kiyoko

guys I wanna be a metal singer, I love metal so much, omg I'm shaking

H_Kiyoko

@SagieSonie  I just listen to a song and if I like it, I add it to my playlist. But right now my top 1 is Babymetal because they're so catchy and yet the music is metal af. And I also really love opal in sky which I think are now in a band, they used to be a duet though.
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love that it's almost 4 am and my dad just arrived home super drunk, kept slamming the front door bc he couldn't even close it correctly, and then he just fucking passed out on his bed

H_Kiyoko

if anyone wonders why I act the way I do, giving credits to my dad rn
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H_Kiyoko

Guys I'm going bowling on Monday w my class, send tips

H_Kiyoko

@SagieSonie I ended up winning the 2nd round lmfao, first round I kept getting 0 points but then my friend that had more experience taught me and I kind of got the hang of it
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@H_Kiyoko Honestly me neither in America it's very expensive
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guys I got a new sims 4 mod and I fucking can't open my game bc apparently it's outdated af, like I just wanted a friends to lovers mod but apparently I can't have that???

SagieSonie

Jared "daddy"-fcking Kushner better fix this bs
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