Recently, my significant other had cried due to me. It wasn't something I purposely did. It was because of my discovery of a new mole... You might ask yourself why that matters.
Well, one of the characteristics of NF2 is moles. Moles and discoloration.
New moles have been appearing and it made him think of my possible passing at a pretty early age.
We don't know if I truly have it, so we're planning on getting a screening done to see if I do. I really do hope that I don't have it, but life likes to do cruel things.
I worry for him on a constant basis due to my health.
I can't imagine how he's feeling or thinking when it comes to that. I'm pretty sure he's trying to push it all down and try living in the present with me... But, I can tell it effects him greatly. It'll probably be like another person is just leaving him even though he would know it wasn't in my control.
I don't know how to end this off at... So... Until next time.
