@pebbleintherocks so you would be right by saying that I have no clue what your story is and what your reason for this is, but i just want to say before you officially stop believing in God I think you should look up Hebrews 11:1-40. This obviously is your choice but after reading this the thought of not fallowing got for me, was unbearable. I think you are probably a wonderful person and I will not judge you on what you believe, but there is SO much more for you. I will pray for you, hopefully you look up that verse and think about it. But if not than I will still be praying for you. Have a wonderful day, hopefully you can trust God to guide your way..