(Demi-hiatus)

‘Written in the stars’ Chapter 8 ‘First Spark’ published now
          
          By the way? Only me or my favorite song from ARIRANG keeps changing. I can’t choice it. As of now? Probably no.29 TT.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1537773862?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=Helia_Moon

My eye is literally twitching. Why just why does bangtan have to be dragged into everything??
          Leave them alone. When will people learn to do something so basic and simple. 
          
          PS: by the way, just right now got to know about the heesung leaving news. I can’t even imagine the pain this news has caused. Hope and wish engenes have the strength to get through this. I will always support you guys. 
          
          Love you all ❤️ :))))))

Yeah so published many empty versions so that I could get the series feature going with just the cover pages. 
          
          God. I’ve 24 published stories on my profile >_< 
          
          *internally faints cause of shock-*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR MR. SAVAGE CAT ✨✨✨
          BORAHAE YOONGI-AH❤️
          Saeng il chukka hamnida saranghaneun Yoongi-ah saeng il chukka hamnida
          Yoongi-ah saengil chukkayo

Chapter 1 of Written In The Stars (OC) “A Last Glance” published now :)
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1610536631?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create_writer&wp_uname=Helia_Moon

Not gonna focus on the negatives anymore for a bit, for ARIRANG ❤️
          
          I’ll like publish one more chapter of normal “written in the stars” and the 1st of the OC and try to regularise for a Friday publishing then?

ARIRANG PLAYLIST OUT ❤️
          
          Atleast we know now something more than the cover, the name (of artist and album) and the number of tracks now (hehe)
          
          And got the song credits (yayayyayaayyaayya) 
          
          Can’t wait for, ARIRANG
          
          Now just for research purposes 
          
          “What is your love song?” 
          
          :) I’m traumatised—bye.

          I... sometimes I wonder what it'd be like, what version of them we'd see if they could live the way they wish...
          Him saying he's gonna do that... it fills me with an inexplicable sense of peace... a tranquility and relief I didn't know I needed... I just wish, for his sake... that he's able to, just the way he wants.
          
          I’m still emotionally perplexed by that live and ain’t sure I can bring the moral and emotional intensities and conflicts I want to into the written in the stars rewrite… but I will, somehow.
          
          Just having a lil time settling back in, so that’s that. I promise I’ll start regular scheduled publishing soon…I hope.
          
          Re-edited version of chapter 7 “what do they mean to you” published again~
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1537773859?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=Helia_Moon

Oh and yeah probably no writing for a bit… this whole thing has me messed up and left and yeah I don’t know… I’m still working on a schedule so… no ONC I guess. And no regular publishing I’m afraid… I’m still like just settling back in…

Yeah the live… I didn’t say anything till now because I was majorly still processing my feelings, and am still…
          I genuinely don’t know to feel relived that he could share this, be affected by all that he said and not being able to share completely, or know anything on how to work this all out, or about how he said he’s now live life the way he wanted to. I’m no one in that industry, nor one destroyed or living through it.
          
          But one thing 
          
          “Nado saramiya…”
          
          I don’t know if it’s a problem with my brain or just too much positiveness of mind in outlook (that I feel I’m losing too suddenly and too fast…), only in outlook not within myself, I just don’t understand how people find it hard to understand that. Is it soo hard…? To understand that? To respect that? To appreciate him, not as an ideal utopian being, but as a human with all flaws and problems? Aren’t we all one too…?