if i ever die tonight..
will the moment before be a good memory?
if so
shall it let me somehow live
in a sweet dream rather than the feared oblivion.
a selfish request,
for a girl who felt sadness and pain
for the tranquil scenery that was bright and colorful..
but in one place, confusingly.. she stayed.
and let herself drown somewhere. nowhere.
i love the heavens but im also allured by the ocean,
where do i go from here..
- my first 'lost' note