Hxrrys_

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Hxrrys_

I haven't posted here in a long time, but I wanted to say hi to all my followers and let you know that I am active and writing again. Please take a look at my two newest stories, No Promises and It's Me. I think you'll enjoy them. xx Hope you all have a great summer.

Hxrrys_

Hi, I know none of you will probably read this, but I like to put what I'm feeling on here because even though I don't personally know any of you, I know you guys won't judge me. 
          
          Anyway, I've just been very angry and resentful lately. Someone once told me that I was selfish, and now I try to think of everyone before myself. Therefore, I give up lunch because I know my mom can't afford the food at our school and we don't really have anything that can be packed into a lunch box... So I just don't eat, and I wait to get home. I recently gave up vocal lesson's because money was to tight. I always give up hanging out with my friends unless its at there house close by because I know my mom is tired or doesn't have the money... It sucks because deep down I wonder where all the money comes from. Then I realize my mom's an alcoholic. She is a great mother, but she has at least 4 beers every night.. It just bothers me because I'm giving up these things and she is going out and buying beer and cigarettes.  It's not fair. But then I think of how hard she works, and how much she loves me and I feel so fricken selfish for even getting mad at her.  I want to talk to her, but she is so sensitive and I don't think I can just sit her down and rip her apart. It kills me. I don't know what to do. I'm so tired of being the strong one, and giving up things that are important to me for things like that. I honestly think she forgets that I'm only 16 and I still need her......

Rociodiaz1525

@Hxrrys_  I'm sorry to hear that love :( she loves you very much I hope things go better for you just know that if you need someone to talk to you can count me in ❤️ I'm not the best in giving advice, but I can be here to try
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