nyx <3

on another note, all cishets owe me ten dollars each so you better get that fucking money out :) 

happy pride month everyone!! if you can’t come out or if you don’t feel queer enough or you’re questioning yourself or if you lost so much after coming out my heart is with you. you’re not any less valid, you’re amazing and ily so so much, sending you the most love <3 stay safe, please take care x 

thinking about how my whole life used to revolve around this website in like- 2018. Now I barely use it— 

Happy New Year! Wishing you all the best! May you keep prospering as a person with each passing year!

Happy new year. Hopefully 2021 will be kinder to us all :)

‘I can't tell but close my eyes for life
          And dream a different ending
          When I wake I won't be so exhausted
          And I'll stop with my pretending
          
          That I'm fine, I'm fine if I can fool myself tonight
          And my lie will drown out all of yours
          
          I will not bend until I break
          How much can one bruised body take?
          Just not enough to silence me
          You're only a memory
          I'll scream these words 'til they come true
          Then I will think no more of you
          Look back on what I'm going through
          This isn't my identity
          
          You will bleed for what your hands have done
          You can't outrun your ending
          And I'll get well long before you let yourself
          I may forgive you but you never will
          
          I will not bend until I break
          How much can one bruised body take?
          Just not enough to silence me
          You're only a memory
          I'll scream these words 'til they come true
          Then I will think no more of you
          Look back on what I'm going through
          This isn't my identity
          
          And I told you, I told you, you had no right
          How damaged you must be
          Watch you panic, it's tragic, you'll carry this for life
          You have my sympathy
          
          I will not bend until I break
          How much can one bruised body take?
          Just not enough to silence me
          You're only a memory
          I'll scream these words as they come true
          Then I will think no more of you
          Look back on what I'm going through
          This isn't my identity
          
          You're only a memory, this isn't my identity
          I will not bend, I will not break
          This isn't my identity’
          
          https://youtu.be/k7hUdYY3ezE

I realised I’ve been on this website for 3 years lmao what 

Merry Christmas to everyone who’s celebrating <3

you know it’s cold outside when you go outside and it’s cold :’)))

After years I think I finally realised how sometimes the best revenge is to just... not react and find happiness. Don’t throw a punch. Don’t yell. Don’t be hurtful. Just... move on and be happy. It’ll piss them off enough + it isn’t toxic and won’t hurt you or the other party.