Malek

Suggest your angst-est story to me. I want something that can break my heart beyond repaire. 

I can't believe I've been on hiatus for a year. 
          I'm coming back soon! 

Hey buddy thanks for the votes 

https://www.wattpad.com/938197969-ok-but-guys-lgbtq%2B-and-some-other-guys  
          I did not know that there are so many and so different. isn't it sorta amazing that love is so easy that it can be boundless while some other people may make it so confusing
          People are idiots
          not really, but still all of us are just confused idiots who don't know ourselves half of the time but we're still supposed to continue life even in that condition

(once again I'm late but) ~:~Eid Mubarak!! ~:~
          (yes the pattern sux but) 

U alive sir

I made a decision to unpublish my story. It seems that my health, and my family situation gets progressively worse. I cannot work on it anymore and I wouldn't want those new readers to wait for updates that I'd not be able to submit. 
          Hopefully something good will happen soon. 
          Thank you for supporting me all those times, I'm more than grateful for it. 

I hope you did not forget about me! 
          The hiatus will be done in a week and I'll return with regular steady updates!

I'm still alive!
          If you saw this announcement, please tell me who is your favourite romantic poet? And why?

I probably have Covid 19.
          So, I am ill again. I've got the rest of the symptoms for the virus. My father started having all of them too soon after me. I called the hospitals and the Covid 19 hotline in my country and I was advised to only seek hospitals unless I have sever symptoms and lose my ability to breath properly, and they told me the protocol for their treatment for the virus as I am a suspect case, I called every pharmacy possible and they are all out of these medicines because the government kept them to treat the patients and prevent people from building blackmarkets of them. I cannot get tested for the virus unless I get full blood test and have some scan on my lungs, then go to a central hospital that is very very far away from my place and stand in a very crowded line of people who are also suspected to have the virus and wait to get tested. This process is very horrible and I cannot go out and risk infecting people with whatever the hell I have or get infected and be in a worse shape than I already am. 
          I am currently in my house isolating myself, I could not find anything other than antibiotics and vitamin C. I cannot get up and clean my house to keep it from re-infecting me in case I had a chance to get better. 
          
          I don't really know why I'm saying this, but I just wanted to vent my frustration.