Ichigo-Yachiru

I wish I could have a new lover

MeiYuriHamato

Hi I'm Mei Yuri Katsuyama I'm a half hollow and half Soul Reaper. My likes are Anime,reading, music and helping others
          
          My dislikes: selfish people, bad people, horror movies, Sasuke Izan and talkative people.
          
          I actually suffer from Skitsoprania so I am always seen talking, screaming, crying or hurting myself. My psychiatric also diagnosed me with stage 4 depression, stage 5 anxiety, addicted suicide, insomnia and hallucinations. I have always been antisocial with people around me. I am very self-aware and I'm shy. I never leave my room or the house,only time I leave my room is to get food,use the bathroom,to clean the kitchen, to bath and when I am summoned (i call it that because it sounds better that "called")
          I am always depressed and lonely.... I have no friends and I always get picked on because of my height, my skin tone, my way of speaking and my love for anime. I even get bullied physically and emotionally. My dad died 2 years ago and Saturday was his 50th birthday so I celebrated it alone in my room eating mini cupcakes and smoking cigarettes and drinking 3 glasses of brandy.  I am allowed to smoke and drink because it keeps me from actually harming myself physically,mentally and emotionally. But I was forced to believe I'm unstable around others because of the bullies.... I was even forced to believe that I'm mentally disabled and that I'm psychotic. 
          
          I'm sorry.. I'm talking to much.. I just needed someone to talk to. I'll stop bothering you. I know I'm a waste of space so I'll go. Bye