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The days after tmr's the start of the bday train dang

OH MY GOSH MY TWO UKTS ARE ON THE SAME STAGE IN STRAYCITYYY but like many stays became nexz fans and yes im happy for them but then when they get popular there’s gonna be more hate   And like one time i was scrolling threads and ppl in china are like oh one of their member ( he’s considered the most handsome one in the grp in the fandom    Which means he has the most fans ) is going to a convenient store at 3 am with a girl     But apparently the one whp]o wrote the post works i the shop and apparently the credit card said his name   And ppl who saw it went WILD like some where crying some were saying they’d leave the fandom but like if it’s real it should be trending atp in other apps since you can’t date until you work in the company for three years or more or sth like that i forgot  but thats like  abt a week ago? No body talks abt it now   But im scared like when thy get kinda known they’re gonna get more rumours and more fans will get hurt

I lowk wanna make vlogs but then ppl online are like cute and stuff like the way they talk  you just don't think they'll rage at ALL and for me I'm like   idk   rage all the time  so should I calm down first and make it or dont make it at all like I haven't took any vids yet but I already thought of the song for the intro

Bro idk why I just had a dream of killing my brother cause he was too loud shouting (like he does that irl when playing games but I would NEVER kill him for that) but I would hit him but I feel guilty later in the dream I didn’t    And I was so mad in the dream like it’s so real with my mom asking why I did it   I dint go to the police tho
          
          
          
          
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CONGRATS ON THE RUN IT TICKETS??? BRING ME WIT YOU IN YO SUITCASE PNB TWIN 🥹 
          no but seriously so proud of you <33

I GOT RUN IT TICKETS  I GOT RUN IT TICKETS THIS IS INSANE OMFG IDC I'M GONNA SWEAR BUT MAYBE I SHOULDN'T BUT HOLY COW THIS IS UNREAL BUT I'M ON THE FIFTH FLOOR... SO WHAT I STILL GOT TO BE THERE SYDHFHFHFHHFHFJFJFHGHFJFJ  I'M SO HAPPY OMFG

I'm actually gonna cry  the person I hated most + avoided whole year is in the class I'M in    and  not only one like one of the most hated ppl in our grade is in my class😭😭 and worse is   no one in our class wants to be the Monitress so our smart ahh teacher suggested using spin the wheel! How smart is he  and guess who got the chance  OFC IT'S ME AND THE PERSON I HATE like kid you not she actually dropped a  drop of saliva down the pot when we were cooking for TL class(basically like teaches you cooking and like make clothes? Kinda )  AND THE TEACHERS ARE SO BAD I'M GONNA CRY like this year I'm actually planning to listen BUT THE TEACHER'S TRASH WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO

ANYONE WHO'S A STUDENT AND YOU HAVEN'T FINISHED UR HW AND THE TIME FOR YOU NOW ISN'T 4 AM GO DO UR HW I SWEAR   u're gonna regret it later    like REGRET regret   so    GO DO IT AND DON'T BE LAZY

So skz is coming here soon for the run it tour and (ig I got the tickets) my mom said she can come with me (idk maybe she was in a good mood that day?)But the problem is  it's embarrassing yk     like for my mom caused idk WHAT decibel my scream will be💔also idk if anyone would like    
          
          
          
          
          ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴏғ ʜɪs ᴄʟᴏᴛʜᴇs 
          
          
          Or anything   so like     but i have no one else to go with  like I know two stays  but one of them are going with their mom and one of them  I'm not rlly THAT close with them   I don't even talk to them  and whenever I do it's just     skz and skz and skz   so like      should my mom go with me

I'm genuinely so proud of the saucin MV's views(nexz)  (mind my english)   like I've been taking ss of it and it's already almost like 20m  like they're not AS popular as other 5th gen grps right  and there's already so many views    or maybe they have a big fandom and I didn't know that