I think i can kinda vent here, as long as my sister doesn't check it. I would've done this on YouTube but...My family watched my channel and I don't feel comfortable with telling them about it sorry.
I Sometimes feel kinda ungrateful, y'know? I have a good and loving family, a roof over my head and warm food. But sometimes i still feel so...sad. i don't know why. I feel like something is missing. I also desperetely wish i had better socializing skills, I hate how I sometimes get a bit envious or sad when I see other people with large freind groups. I don't wanna be mean. And yes, i may have a lot of friends online but even then sometimes I don't even approach them, im sure it's a bit stupid but I feel scared for some reason, especially if they're already with another friend even though they could be the kindest people I've ever met. I try to improve my social skills but I just can't do it. Its too hard. I just feel so lonely sometimes. I think I'm gonna end this here, i don't want to make it too long. Bye <3
