tl;dr I want to try and write again, for real this time
My reflection on Protogen x Reader after a year of hindsight, if anyone is still listening --
As much as reading my many attempts of it make me cringe, still, it warms my heart. That the little story I tried making back in 2021, my first true attempt to write something serious, would have the impact it did.
I know most who used to read my work either rightfully moved on or don't use wattpad anymore, and I have only myself to blame for that. The mediocre writing paired with the long pauses between everything won't retain much of an audience, if at all.
But, for those who read my stories, followed me, commented, critiqued, everybody who stuck through the hiatuses and everybody who didn't, thanks. Thanks for being part of my drawn-out, terrible thing.
And for everyone who made, or is making, a protogen x human story based on my work, I'm grateful I could've been an inspiration for you!
I hope you enjoy writing whatever it is that you want to write.
And for me, currently I'm trying to get my life together.
My mental health was absolutely the reason I wasn't writing as fast as I should've been, and that has to take priority over anything I want to do in the future. But I really do want to write more of this.
I love the world I've tried to create and I want to make it better.
All I need is the skill and motivation, two of which I'm unfortunately lacking.
I don't know when I'll be back, how long it'll take, but hopefully I can return and make a damn good story. Without myself running away.
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that was super long and sappy but I had to get it out, lol
Really, I'm happy you guys loved what I made, even if I didn't realize it then. (still mad at myself over how judgy I used to be, Jesus)
In the meantime, please check out the list I’ve made on my profile of more PxH goodness, inspired or not. And if you have anything you want me to read/add, please feel free to link it in the replies!
Hope to come back here soon
