So. Little Update about "Chris" (and a little bit about my life):
19.11.22: There was some kind of a little punch stand (warm alcoholic beverages and fun) and my mom, my brother and I drove there. There wasn't much going on anymore but Chris was still there. We talked and drank a bit and the guys talked about going to another party that was near our location. My brother and I both felt motivated to go there. My mom and brother, who both knew about my crush, told me, I should walk up to Chris and another teammate and tell them, that we will come with them. I do so and Chris was like "Nice!" And gave me a high five. The other team mate was just shocked I came with them. And later he hugged me again and I was fangirling when we came home
08.04.23: We had a match and started to celebrate our victory. We started some kind of game where you have to hit a nail with much ehtusiams fast, kind of. The winner is the one who's nail is completely gone first. Chris played with us and he always disappeared and was afterwards like "this means I can hit the nail two times. Right?". Besides that we stood outside in a circle and Chris also joined. He stood in front of me nad my mom complained (in a funny/joking way) and told him that he is kind of mean because he stands in front of me ("baut mich aus" for everyone understanding German). He looked at me, stepped back, patted my back and laid his arm around me. I did the same.