InventiveNiuzi

Journal ideas anyone?

InventiveNiuzi

Really weird
          
          But I can’t sleep
          
          Does anyone really fear death? Like dying of old age? Dying after the many years of being living? Imagining looking back at when you were at 7 and just starting to be self aware? 
          
          I think I’m going crazy. I know I need to talk to someone about this because I honestly fear it so much I give up on the now. 
          
          I just don’t have the time.
          
          Sorry if this was triggering I just needed to get it out.

InventiveNiuzi

@GrayTheKidd
            I know it’s late, but thank you for saying that. I really do appreciate it.
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GrayTheKidd

@InventiveNiuzi I DEEPLY fear death. Just the knowledge that idk how much time I have left and what is at the other side. I dont want to just..stop existing. It’s a super normal fear.
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InventiveNiuzi

I know I basically ghosted this account, except from reading of course. 
          
          I came back to read my old stories, and some ugh cringe. While other I felt like I could continue writing. Not to give you hope, it’s kinda hard to motivate myself on anything now.
          
          But if you see updates I probably added a sentence or two not a lot. Or moved the order of things. 
          
          
          RIP Moonbin, our star.