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I just wanted to come on here and let you all know what's going on. I know my updates have been so irregular, and I really do feel bad. It has been a hectic summer and even going into fall. I have not had a break since I graduated HS in May. 
          
          Honestly, I don't even enjoy writing anymore because I feel like it has become more of something I feel like I have to do to not let my readers down (that is absolutely nothing against all of you. I love you guys) but I have been so burnt out and tired when I even try writing on here or any of my original stories on Word or Ao3. I feel so bad cause I have received so much love for my stories and attention from all of you, but I hope some of you can understand. And I would understand if you all choose to stop following or something because I have a feeling it might be a really long time before I start writing again. 
          
          Also, I was going through all the announcements I have made on here and all of the responses. It has been so nice having everyone here for the last four (almost five) years, and I could not have asked for a better fanbase (that may not be the right word, but you know what I mean). Even with me saying I am going to do something and then it ends up not happening, you have all still been here, so I appreciate it. I hope all of you are still here when I return. And don't worry, I'll still make announcements once in a while so that you know I haven't disappeared lol.

So I am writing an Ateez x Descendants story over on one of my friends accounts (ILIKESKZ143). I posted it a while back but never actually got to it but I'm going to try now. If any of you are interested. Also, I don't explicitly state who the members Disney parents were because I want you all to try and guess (there's pictures to help, don't worry). I don't know why but I like guessing games

I am working on a few updates (NCT Brothers, uh skz spanking...etc, i forgot the others) so those should be done soon. But I tested positive for Covid today so I am moving a little slower/more tired. I will do my best though. NCT should be finished sometime tomorrow even though I've been telling myself that for three days now

Should I make two new stories when I already have 73 mostly unfinished ones? No, probably not. Am I going to probably make two new stories? Yes, most likely. I haven't decided yet but I want to even though I don't have the motivation to write any of my other 70+ stories. Hehehe

BTS IS BACK!!!! 
          
          And in honor of that, I am finally changing my profile picture. I managed to go almost the whole three years of their service with an ot7 pic but now they are back so I can change it to something else. Any ideas on which group I should do a pic for?
          
          Also, I had no idea I had gotten to 331 followers!! Thank you guys!

So I have an idea for my EN- spanking story, I'm going to try again to write Jungwon spanking one of the older members but I can't decide on who. I really want to do Sunghoon or Heeseung because they're my biases but I want to include the other two a little bit also so let me know what you think. Also, if you have any ideas about what the older member does to force Jungwon to take them in hand, that would be much appreciated

Part 2 to my previous announcement because I forgot to add one thing. I have a few drafts for each story but if you guys have any ideas, feel free to share

I know I do this a lot but I am officially coming back to writing!!!! Graduation is over, I'm back from vacation, don't have a job (for now) and college classes don't start until fall so I have all summer to write as much as possible. So, with that being said, I am going to be focusing on the stories I have in the top ten stories right now which is TXT and Enhypen foster care, Five Little Men (WayV), Eight Makes one Crew (Ateez), BND Spanking, Chaos in the Bang Family (SKZ), NCT brothers, Raising Brothers (NCT Dream), Seventeen and Enhypen, Ateez Brothers, and I will leave the tenth one open because the next few are ones I don't feel like writing anytime soon. Also I am going to be trying to be more active on my YT account once I figure out how to do all of that. I have no idea what it's going to be about but we'll find out together

I have not forgotten my stories, I swear. I will work on updating as much as I can, and I promise I am still writing. However, I just want to prepare you all that I probably will not be able to update much in the next week or two. Next week is my HS graduation (AAHHHHHH) and after that I will be at the beach. 
          
          I still can't believe that it has been 4 years since I started this account. It has been such a roller coaster of ups and downs, both on here and in my personal life, and I'm so glad to have the support of all of you even my non-followers. This may sound weird but I love you guys so much! Thank you for supporting me.

I'M 18!!!!!