why can’t i ever just goddamn ask for stuff like???? can i stop being afraid my parents will say no and just say it??? this is why i didn’t go to tatinof, the yw tour, and probably why i won’t go to vidcon, the jacksepticeye tour, or get the tasteful nudes calendar
sometime i just make myself so angry and i wonder why i can’t do anything to further my own happiness even when it’s for a birthday present i still don’t wanna ask and that’s like the one time you’re allowed to indulge in whatever the hell you want jesus christ