been years & i doubt anyone will see this ,  but heres a  ( very late )  apology .  ive grown a lot in the past few years ,  & i always knew what i did was fucked up ,  & ive always regretted it ,  but im at a place where im finally better  -  or at least ,  good enough to come on here & apologize .  everyone that i knew at that time in my life deserved much better than the shit that i did and put them through .  im so sorry that i hurt people ,  and i know nothing can make up for anything that i did ,  so nobody has to accept this apology .  i truly hope that anyone reading this is in a better place .  i wont be logging onto wattpad again ,  like ,  ever .  so ,  just know that doing what i did & hurting people on here  ( people i at one point considered my best friends )  will always be my biggest regret .  bye  <3