I lost control
And here in the dark I sit
Thinking about what I've done
And how you will think about it
Because you
You are all that ever mattered to me
My heart
My soul
And now your gone
It's my fault
I walked around and did things that can't be reversed
You tried to stop me
And for that
For that I had to do those things to you
I lost control

~adapted with permission from the tumblr of thelightsthatguideme