Scara

I wasn't on for what feels like ages. Ghosting every app, just because I knew my mental health was declining. I'm now on the verge of mentally collapsing, but hope you all remember the fact I'm still here.. <3 
          Make sure to eat, drink and get enough sleep !

I feel forgotten lol. :)
          

Ok so... 
          It's bonfire night, I'm scared of loud sounds and some fucks from my school are shooting fireworks near my house bc they know I'm alone for the night and that I'm scared of them. 
          I'm also supposed to be going ice skating tmr but my friend never told her mother to tell mine. I feel like it's on purpose because when I told her on whatsapp, she was looking at my messages and she just didn't answer. For 15 or more minutes. .. 
          
          
          
          I've currently shut myself in the basement (of which the entrance has been sealed but there is a small trapdoor only me and my siblings know about) with my ps4 plugged in and my laptop plus snacks in case my mother comes home angry. 
          Sorry for the sudden vent, it just makes me feel better rather than bottling it up.. 

Got let out my ward and I'm home lol. Thank fuckin Satan cause that place was like prison. Also met this hot guy and got his number :0

I eat lemons like people eat oranges :)

I got locked in my ward along with some other kids- 
          WE ARE ALL TRANS, INTERSEX OR GAY- 
          

I got sick looking at food again. 
          And just saying I've been off a lot recently because I'm in and out of hospital a lot since this girl in my school decided to grass on me. 
          I TRUSTED HER AND SHE TOLD OUR SCHOOL CONCELLOR THAT I GOT SICK OF THE SIGHT OF FOOD- 
          
          I'll rarely be on but when I am, I'll most likely be active on discord since I have to keep signing in to wattpad. If you want my discord tag just ask me in private and I will give it to you! ^^... 
          have a nice 24 hours

My cat is watching AOT with me- 
          He never watches anything my other cat watches, yet when it comes to anime, he is like 100% attention 
          

Hello! ₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎⊹

I MADE APPEL CRUMBLE ON MY OWN FOR ONCE WITHOUT BURNING THE APPELS