Well your not alone! You have me! I'm always here if you want to talk! I'm sorry about your best friend and the bullying :( one thing I learned was to try not to let it get to you! The more they see it bugging you the more they do it. Show them your strong and you won't take their crap! As for your friend, if she left you then she's not a real friend. I'm sorry to say that but she isn't. If she was she would have stuck with you. You don't bother me either! I wanna help I wanna be there for you! Please don't ever think you are a burden to anyone. Your not! It's okay to ask for help. I'll always be here for you no matter what!