IvyCassiopeiaCalypso

I am having a terrible week.
          	I have had a stomachache since last THURSDAY, and nothing makes it better. I am constantly squirming with pain because of how uncomfortable it is. It's not periods.

IvyCassiopeiaCalypso

@ThatOnePixieGirl thank u
          	  We did go to the emergency ward at the children's hospital and they said it was gastric (with does that mean) but on the bonus side I got to skip school
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ThatOnePixieGirl

@IvyCassiopeiaCalypso omg im so sry, i have undiagnosed chronic stomach pain so i get how u feel! sending hugs and hope it goes away soon
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IvyCassiopeiaCalypso

I am having a terrible week.
          I have had a stomachache since last THURSDAY, and nothing makes it better. I am constantly squirming with pain because of how uncomfortable it is. It's not periods.

IvyCassiopeiaCalypso

@ThatOnePixieGirl thank u
            We did go to the emergency ward at the children's hospital and they said it was gastric (with does that mean) but on the bonus side I got to skip school
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ThatOnePixieGirl

@IvyCassiopeiaCalypso omg im so sry, i have undiagnosed chronic stomach pain so i get how u feel! sending hugs and hope it goes away soon
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IvyCassiopeiaCalypso

i just need to rant right now, my mom feels so controlling, my holidays started, and i want to see my friends but i can't go anywhere without doing my piano math and singing practice three days in a row i feel like i'm drowning in expectations and all i wanna do is just see my friends and be happy i feel like i wanna cry every minute of the day i wanna go home to a place i've never been to i wanna be seven years old and fell loved again i wanna die and start over my life i feel like a disappointment to everyone i know my mom says i should stop dreaming durring the day but if i don't i fall apart from the inside and i don't know what to do i feel stuck in a life i didn't ask for, i didn't ask to be born, i don't care that i live a comfortable life, and when people say 'be grateful' it's just, what if i didn't ask to be born what if i just wanna be someone normal who doesn't have to constantly argue and defend herself because everyone keeps telling me 'you're wrong' i don't wanna have two personalities for school and home i don't wanna be the quiet savage kid who pretends that she hasn't considered stabbing herself, i don't wanna laugh it off with my friends when things truly hurt me, i don't wanna have friends just to hurt them when i eventually probably kill myself i don't wanna be a person consider killing myself just to see if my friends will really care, i don't wanna live a life where i feel like i'm constantly stepping on glass i just wanna let go

IvyCassiopeiaCalypso

@ThatOnePixieGirl I'm also late in replying BUT ABSOLUTELY NOT  my mom is such a helicopter she doesn't even let me do duolingo because you can add friends  she does not know I have Pinterest or wattpad
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ThatOnePixieGirl

@IvyCassiopeiaCalypso I know I’m late BUT ARE YOU OKSY
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THAT_DAM_TEEN_WRITER

OMGG, you've read The Incorrigible Children of Ashton Place?? I luvvv that seriess. Also, thx for the follow! ❤

THAT_DAM_TEEN_WRITER

@Ara-Lenoir Frrrr, it deserves to be booktok famousss, and thxx
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IvyCassiopeiaCalypso

@THAT_DAM_TEEN_WRITER I know right??? It's so underappreciated!!! Also, about the following, you have great taste on books, so yeah
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IvyCassiopeiaCalypso

Thank you to all my followers, readers and commenters. A lot of people have been reaching out to me and i need to clarify some things. i am only 15, and i am not allowed a whole lot of apps. i do not have twitter, x, discord, tumblr, or reddit. you can talk to me on deviantart: lilactailthemedcat
          OR pinterest, ara lenoir.
          Thank you for understanding

IvyCassiopeiaCalypso

i forgot to add, cannot connect on instagram, whatsapp, and facebook
            really sorry if this makes things inconvenient! :(
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