Is it weird that I feel lonelier? I'm bi and can settle for a guy or a girl but I'm not good with either. I can't get someone to like me in real life. I feel bad that my first relationship started here and that I was the reason he broke up with me. I feel ridiculous because I still miss my ex and then I get the idea that maybe I don't miss him because of him, maybe I just miss not being alone. At least I could feel loved and accepted by him and I liked that. But I can only get someone via internet, I'm a bit shy and not exactly good at picking.
Maybe nobody will see this and but I just wanted to get things out a little, maybe someone understands me.