I have an obsession with anything that is Yaoi or part of LGBTQ+ 
I am weird because: 
I say no to Destiel but I still read it
I say no to big age gaps but I read Ereri 
I say no to pedophilia but I read Sebaciel 
I say no to Fifty Shades of Grey but I read BDSM 
Basically I'm denying my nature. . . But I don't care, and I still read it and am perfectly happy like this.