@JUNGSHOOK5432
I’m back! Kinda, I might not be updating debut anytime soon because I’m rewriting it so it might be unpublished for a while. So if your only here for debut it would mean a lot if you checked out my other story “Greek mythology” it’s also taekook and I love it a lot. It will include mentions of witchcraft (that is what I practice) so please don’t leave hate. Nice to talk with y’all again.
Life is so fucking hard, I’m not inspired to do anything anymore and no one wants to talk to me. I feel like a useless peice of shit, and according to my family that’s what I am. I’m never good enough, I’m shit at everything and I can’t even do the simplest things. It’s never “I’m so proud of you” it’s always “but have you seen your sister, she has much more talent, Maybe you could learn from her.”
I just want to end it all, I don’t see why not, no more suffering, no more sadness, no more life, and that’s what I want. The moment my parents found out I was self harming they didn’t bat an eye but my sister, therapy, antidepressants even though she’s faking for attention. I swear what do I have to do to be better, what’s wrong with me? What do I have to do to be less of a failure? Why can’t I be happy?
People say suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem but what if it’s not temporary. What if I can never truly be happy.
I’m saying this because I’m desperate for someone to talk to, desperate for someone who cares.
Please. My snap is jung_shooketh.
Mate... are you okay? How are you feeling right now? Do you still need someone to talk to?? I'm here for you, if you want me to help... I promise I will care for you if you let me.
And yes, you can be truly happy!! Don't let your shitty 'family' destroy your hope!! I know it's hard to believe that everything will get better, I do. You just really need to trust that it will be better.. have faith...
And trust me, you are not useless at all, you are here for a reason.. I believe so. I'm very proud of you for making it so far in your life, it's definitely doesn't sound like an easy one... And who gives a fuck about your sister, not me man. I am writing this shit because I care about you, not her.
There is nothing wrong with you, you are absolutely beautiful... Some people just don't see that, and that's too bad for them. They don't deserve to see your beauty.. they really don't... You are not a failure, you have done nothing wrong.... and you will be happy, happiness just takes a shit lot of time...
Lemme rant real quick,
So I just got SUPER mad at this bitch on instagram that honestly thought that all mcr fans were serial killers or some bullshit.
That completely fucking false and is destroying the whole point mcr had by their music.
They made music to improve confidence and try to help their fans. Never did they promote the message that you need to kill yourself or self harm to be cool, NEVER. And people still have the fucking audacity to say this shit.
If any thing mcr helped me feel a bit better about my self and in no way “made” me suicidal.
The band had a message and people are stomping on it.
Do your damn research.
I’m thinking of making a taekook fic where Taehyung is a street singer who jungkook is whipped for.
Thoughts?
Sorry if I don’t update a lot in the future. School starts tomorrow and I want to focus on that.
I purple youuu
im the middle of too many fics and i dont know what to update. Please tell me what you want to be updated. tysm. :)
i just had a breakdown and everything hurts help me
I’m thinking of Making a new ff. It’ll be yoonmin but I need a consent for it.
1: jimin is the bad boy that Yoongi leaves sticky notes for
2: yoonmin are neighbors
3: yoonmin oneshots.
4: texting Au
5: cafe Au
6:flower shop Au
So please choose one. Thanks for all the support on debut ^-^
