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I don’t know I feel like I’m closer to death every day 

I can’t even tell him he’ll get upset or tell me that it’s not true 

I feel like I’m not important 

He says he love me but sometimes idk I just can’t believe it 

I feel like my life has no value and no matter how hard I try everything I give value to end up turning against me or disappearing 

I think about it a lot 

Lately I’ve been wanting to die again

They’ll say you’re sulking or wtv when in fact you just feel like you’re not really there 

Imagine two people talking and you’re sitting there. They’re talking eye to eye none of them is actually interested in what you say, at least that’s how you feel so you progressively talk less until you don’t talk anymore but it doesn’t change anything no one notices 

I feel so left out