Aussieboo🇦🇺

I need to stop crying lol, it’s giving me headache 

But also something that makes me happy

I have something to lose  

I already did anyway 

I want to let him in 

And weirdly I haven’t felt more at peace for a while since I’ve been with him 

I want to rest

I don’t think I can fight anymore anyway. I’ve grown tired 

That small chance of not falling 

But I want to hold onto this