JadaFgt
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I'm just a wreck. every night I would fall asleep feeling alone and hurt and I hate it so much. although I have flaws, I fucked up so bad that I can't take it back. I want to be with him again.. he hates my damn guts. he blocked me on Facebook, everything. he doesn't want anything to do with me... and everyday I'm thinking about him... it hurts... it hurts so much... I just don't want to feel this way.... I'm with someone else who pretty much is the reason I fucked up my recent relationship....everyone makes mistakes and I was confused... I didn't know what I was doing.. and at last minute I realized what I had till it was gone.. I miss it oh so much... I have his pictures of him and I happy... those cute and funny messages.... and also the message where he promised he wouldn't leave for whatever reason.... people change.... I just wish he didn't... I just feel so alone.... I don't want my summer to be this way...god please no... it hurts.... and I just want him to hold me again in his grasp and don't let go... nobody can ever be as perfect as he was, nobody simply can't... I cried too much already but yet I am still able to cry... I miss him... I need him... I still love him.... why must I be the bad guy..? the fuck up..? the mistake..? I just wish I can fix it.. to he with him again..... I'm an utter disgrace.. I hate myself so fucking much..