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hi everyone! I don't know if anyone was actually reading this but I just want to tell you that I'm gonna take my fics down for a time that I haven't figure out yet. I hadn't found time to actually write anymore lately and I'm asking you guys to actually respect my decision on this. I had a lot going on in my life right now and I have to focus on my school too. im on my last year and finals are coming soon.
I think y'all forgot that I don't get payed for doing this and this is not my daily job, I'm doing this for fun. don't get me wrong, I love doing this for you guys. ( even if i still dont understand why would you even read my shitty fics lol )
I love writing so much that it hurts. but one of my fave author said that "when your favorite thing suddenly becomes the thing makes you the most anxious, it's not a good thing anymore" so I'm asking you guys to turn it down a little bit please.. asking for update not exactly the way to making me, or any other authors for that matters, to be more frequent on updating. It just making us more anxious and uncomfortable.
trust me, you guys have no idea how it's making me feel like shit for not doing something right on this thing that I'm clearly love and passionate about.
Oh boy, sorry for the long rant..
anyway, I'm gonna take both of my stories down tomorrow..
Don't be so hard you yourself. I love ya'll lovely people ❤