You may have realised that I am a hopeless romantic who still believes in love even after it has scarred him a lot 

I have much more to me than what meets the eye and only my closest friends know the real me. 

On the outside, I'm a open, funny, optimistic guy who takes life as it comes and has no anxieties or regrets. Meanwhile, on the inside there is something much deeper and darker. Something that has been hurt and used too many times,that it doesn't trust others with the power to hurt it by giving them love, which is a doorway to both pain and joy.