JonathanGhost

When you're working on your fantasy story and you have this great big history and world about the gods who created it and their motives and why ect, but you havent even written the second chapter. That's the problem I have in writing smh

JonathanGhost

When you're working on your fantasy story and you have this great big history and world about the gods who created it and their motives and why ect, but you havent even written the second chapter. That's the problem I have in writing smh

JonathanGhost

"Why does love have to be so complicated?"
          "So people dont abuse its power. Love is the strongest force in the universe" 
          "But I have love with all my heart and it has been abused." 
          "Do you like somebody?" 
          "Well... yeah there's somebody" 
          "Then love has healed your abuse."
          "But I'm not worthy to have love" 
          "You who have suffered is more then worthy for love" 
          "But many do not want my heart. I am unwanted" 
          "Wrong. Love is saving you for someone who truly wants you" 
          "How do you know so much about love?" 
          "I have love and lost a thousand times and have cried from the moon to the sun. And yet I still have love in my heart."

JonathanGhost

So I'm about to complelty rewrite my story Kick Ass Inc. As in deleting all the chapters and starting from scratch to take a diffrent approach. It will be the same story and characters that you know and hopefully love. I'm just starting the story from the very beginning to help develop the characters ideas and goals and stuff that a good writer would do. Should be happening this week

JonathanGhost

So I've been told a lot by other people that "you're so nice and sweet and caring why do girls treat you so wrong?" I wish I knew the answer to that myself but its nice to know that some people can see the good in me when I'm having trouble seeing it in myself.

JonathanGhost

I need to take my writing more serious. I look back at all my work and see how I don't like it. I wasn't mature enough to focus on them and develop it all. Sure I didn't write a lot, but I'm in the point in my life when I learned to let go of the past from burdening me. idk who all likes or reads my stories, but I'm going to do a hard restart on all my stories. I had stories I was working on that I haven't even published because I hated my work so much and kept wanting to be better. well that ends here. To become a great author you have to realized that you are flawed. You are flawed like your charecters are. Not everybody will like you or what you do, but you have to keep going. There are those out there who do love what you do and want to see more. We have the great privlage of sharing whole worlds and ideas and interesting charecters to hundreds of thousands and if were lucky millions of people.  I will not let that go to waste anymore.  I'll upload on my own schedule and I will post my stories. Wether they're good or bad.  Writing is what I love and I want to share that with each and every one of you. So lets go on an adventure together

JonathanGhost

Is it wrong to be upfront with your emotions? So many beg for honesty but when it's given to them they make you feel like an alien who speaks nonsense. Everybody wants to hear comforting lies then hard truths. Or maybe when it comes to feelings everybody wants to hear "I'm doing great I'm so happy life is perfect". Ironically that when you tell them you're sad they just ignore you and tell you to get over it. People only want you to be happy for their sakes not for your state of mind. I worry about the direction humans are going towards. We're all so smart and yet incredibly stupid at the same time. Or maybe I'm the idiot for thinking people still care about one another these days.